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scars

  I don't care if the flaws are still there,

I just want to heal.

Is that too much to ask for?

I try not to be hurt when someone sees my scars and pretend that they didn't see anything.

It hurt to think that they tried to take care of my feelings.

But I'm glad they know exactly if I don't want to talk about it.

Scars are so ugly

Scars are so hurting

It's still there, how much I try to heal 

It's still there, how much I try to hide.

How should some people deal with it but the others don't?

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